Only Here

By the sidewalk of a cliff,
Reflected puddle

Eyes shut seeing,
Between noises,
Within sensations,

Dancing the rhythm of breath,
Salvaging raindrops and sun ray,
Indulging scents of the stone garden

Communion of the waves within this skull,
Butterflies laundered hurricane residing tummy,
Rivers forcing through the dam,
Breaking what was golden

Bursting, Bursting, Bursting...
Made of two million teardrops...

Door?

Where? Where? Where?
I keep running,
I keep seeing,
But where are you?

I've lean hard on these walls,
Pushed these rocks,
Follow the light,
I just keep seeking,

'round and round...
I just keep coming back to this point,
This circle,
I can't see, I can't feel...

Have the skin hardened?
Senses numbed?
The heart turned cold?
Or is it just an illusion?

I'm trying,
Gasping,
Fighting,
Holding on...

But where are you?
Why can't I see or feel you near?
Can't you see I'm looking for you?
Where are you?

The Dreamer


My house is on the clouds up in the sky,
So soft and tender,
Blue and bright!

My hands reached...
To grasp a handful of clouds,
There holds beautiful visions...

In that vast air,
I shape, shapes...
Dream, dreams...

There...
Is the field I run,
The mill of my mind,

Because I am a dreamer...

Witness


Full moon,
Rainbows,
Sunsets,
Starry sky,
Laughter...


Empty,
Hollow,
and
Void,


I ran,
Jumped,
Walked,
Crawled...


But never can I find...
Myself, smiling,
'cause deep inside,
In the core of me...

Is...

Empty,
Hollow,
and,
Void

To The One Who Love Green


Dear dearest of them all,

I've been meaning to tell you that;

It is the reason for my many first attempts,
Dreams and hopes,
'cause it is what we've built and hold on to,
Our promises to one another...

When the sun sets, happiness rises,
Knowing we'll be nearer tomorrow...
When the sun rises, grace rises,
For it is another day of blessing...

The sea, the sky, and the land...
May come between us,
But let faith hold us strong,
And love hold us through...

We are, two ordinaries in the world,
But not in our world,
The world - we have to overcome...
To build the one called ours....

Love...
Never made sense...
'til...
Now.


Yours,
The girl who loves 8

Cherry Tree


There's an empty seat under the cherry tree,
As I watch from above and reminisce...
Days that were long gone...


Once when I would gather its fruit in my 'skirt basket',
Sit under and dream,
Enjoying its company on lonely evenings...


Now, I watch from above,
Listening to the tappings from a lonely window,
A picture starts to paint...


The empty seat taken,
Joy and excitement fills the air, like before,
I know that it's you...


I'll bring you to my cherry tree,
Together we shall sit under its arms,
Watch the Sun-dance...


You will hear tales and songs,
Gather the cherries,
You, me and the cherry tree...


I know...
I can watch the day; rise to set,
and starless sky...


Listen to still air,
Stay calm in a storm,
By your side...


One day, when you meet the cherry tree...
It'll be through...
'til wrinkled.

On the 7th


Love, that's what I want to call you...


Should we throw all that we have,
All the that we share,
When we both know how much it means...


The sky,
The sea,
The air...


They are one


What is it that kept us halved?
You and me?
The air, the sea, or the sky?


We only live once and once only...
Should you throw out all that you have, all that we have...
In this life of once...


I alone...
Cannot make us whole,
As I am half of what is us...


Fighting for this wholeness,
Lugging this fear of halved living,
Feeding on ambiguity...


But I persevere


Because, I believe,
I trust, I hope,
And, faith...


In the wholeness created for us


Please, don't slain the hope just yet,
Don't persecute what we already have,
Possibility needs us, not me...


Love, is what you should be at the end.