12.02.2004, 1.16 p.m.


I no longer feel loneliness,
No longer feel sadness,
Not feeling hapiness too,
Nor the feeling of being lost,
Yet I no longer hear voices,
I can't feel 'the' heart beats,
I couldn't see day,Nor feel the night,
My soul... drenched with emotions,
My heart... clinched with my past,
I am tired...Too tired to even lift my lids,
Too close... not heaven nor hell,
I just want to dream,
Dream and never wake.


p/s: wrote this quite long ago. found it while I was messing with my things. I edited pretty much before putting it up. Is till can't name it so that's why the title is the date and time I wrote it.