chasing me

that particular swing that sway,
the strolling pram,
the milk bottle,
and the ever beautiful evening tour...

that strong arms that once lifted me,
and made me laugh,
with my face brewed in the wind,
an unforgettable moment.

then i thought and convinced my mind,
that you are always fine and happy,
never in my mind that you are drench with negative emotions,
as you are great in my eyes.

i wasn't worried at all when everyone else is,
not because my heart is empty,
thus, i had confidence in you,
and proud of you.

i am wrong, very wrong indeed,
have i forgotten or forsaken that you are a mortal?
just like me, with blood and tears,
what an idiot i have become...

i...
regret,
and repent,
for what a fool i had become...

give me some time please...
i don't want to lose you like i did,
i don't want to lose you like i lose that great old man,
please give me some time,
and i will show you this world of harlequin,
i beg you with my tears...