Just A Porcelain Mask

Smooth, fine, and handsome,
I am perfect.
Just like how you wanted me to be,
I am all that you wanted,
All that you desired.

Smooth, fine and handsome...
A desire of the feminine,
Lust of the masculine,
I am the perfect lust and desire.
Not escaping a single man.

I am the perfectly engineered beauty,
In this world of bestiality and ugliness,
Mocking you...
Luring you to this puppetry,
Swallowing you into this gulf of bettings.

I am just a mockery,
I am...
the mirror of your soul,
I am...
the reflection of your heart,

I am...
Just a porcelain mask.
Easily broken and chipped,

I am...
Just a fragile beauty.

Will you, look deeper?

CRDITS: VICTORIA LEE. Vicky babe, I was inspired when I read the diary. thanks for the inspiration! I love the masks too.. Gonna get one for mua. Then we can camwhore as the fragile beauty!

The abandoned blog.

I am too distracted to write.. Omg!!! Not good! i ahve some strings in mind but... I am really distracted to write. I'll try to get more strings and write them! hopefully tomorrow. i'll be free to let my mind wander! weee...

love, Melly Mel

I am...

I am not the stars in the sky,
It is not so hard to reach me,

I am not the blazing sun you greet,
I wouldn't melt you,

I am not the pretty sweet smelling flower,
I couldn't charm you to stay if you walk away,

I am not anything out there,
I am me.

Everytime

When...
I speak,
You turn away,

When...
I hold on,
You let go,

When...
I try,
You ignore,

Now...
That I don't even look at you,
You come to me,

Now...
That I let go,
Here you are clinging to me,

And...

Now...
That I give up,
You persist on trying.

Tell me what do you want me to do?

You seem to take the opposite lane,

When will we be in the same lane?

Or maybe there isn't a path that crossed between us to begin with...

Maybe...