the search

beyond all stars,
i've searched,
with well strung hope,
that lead me weary,
and thirst,
lost and self-swallowed,
yet my It still shone,
wanting so badly,
that it hurts deep within,
trying to assure that you exist,
yet doubtful of your existance,
in my silent tears,
i'm draped in dream,
yet awake in search for you,
hoping you would come and grant me,
yet arise with emptiness,
now that i believe in my way,
a hand is ushering me,
will this hand lead me to my final search?
is this a destiny?
am i destined?

this is the time cradled by the wind,
cuddled by the blossom,
filled with the white candy floss from the beautiful sky,
it is such a beauty,
all in this little jar,
of a beautiful kingdom,
surrounded by beautiful spring,
candy stars,
with colourful bubbles in the air,
what a beauty,
all in a jar,
but what is filling in the gem of all gems?