charmed by an angel

i feel my heart-aches,
my tears streaming,
and my mind running,
i've never had this feeling before,
it is so special that i want to keep it,
if could forever,
if could i want to know if you are feeling the same,
even if you are, can we paint it together?
i am feeling so lost,

trying to decide...
trying to answer,
to a decision that does not lie between my palms,
to a question that i can never answer...

this feeling is both pain and joy,
a feeling that words can never describe,
it's like a charm...
and i am charmed..
by a person i believe that is my guardian angel,
a person that i feel safe with..

is he feeling the same,
i want to know,
but if his answer trades for him,
i'd rather not know...
cause i can't afford to lose him..

yet i can't tell him how i feel...
as it will lead me to losing him..
sometimes i feel like a fool waiting here,
not knowing why...
but as i want to let go,
i'll hold on tighter...

i've never hold on for this long,
i am charmed...

the butterfly dance

here we go up high and down low,
dancing to the rhythm in the air,
together we seek sunrise and moonlight,
at two very different paces,
yet at the very same glittering star,
meeting every second beneath the sky,
humming the same tune,
all at two different time...

here we are uniting...
at the distance of millions...
through the melody of infinite affliction,
with harmony drew within,

the miracle within two souls,
an impossible event within two men,
therefore,
the two souls dance like the fluttering beauty.

a presence before day...

tonight is the night where...
stars are brighter than usual,
air is lighter than feather,
emotions are supremely hyper...

tonight,
there are sparkles in each eye,
smile on each lip,
love in each heart...

tonight,
a world full of wonders and ponders constructs,
travellers from two divisions joined at a route,
stepping on greens and tundra,
upon their distance to go on...

a remarkable night of all nights,
as tonight is the night...

* this is for my aunt- michelle ku-che and her husband, uncle K.C.
may the ray of love always stay with you.
god bless.

love, mel