seindahnya alam

seindahnya alam

bintang pagi menyinari hari,
beburung terbang melayang-layang,
kokokkan memanggil pagi,
bayu membuai pipi,
air sungai bagai mendukung ikan-ikan,
si kapas gebu angkasa menjadi gelap kelabu,
memanik air membasahi bumi,
bercucuran ke atas dedaun,
pepohon serta atap nipah,
kedengaran suara si pemanggil hujan,
diarak nyanyian sang cengkerik,
bayangan tujuh warna menghiasi langit,
sinaran muncul memecah kegelapan,
membiasi warna alam,
siang kian ditelan malam,
kegelapan memintal si suria,
lahirlah permata-permata angkasa,
alangkah baiknya,
jikalau kita dapat menikmati,
hari yang anggun sepanjang hayat,
sehingga suria melesap,
oh, pencipta terunggul,
ku beri mu tabikan seribu hormat,
sejuta penghargaan tulus ikhlas,
dengan iringan ribuan ombak kasihku,
tulus kepada mu yang agung,
atas ciptaan terunggul mu itu,
yang tiada tandingnya dengan pangkat darjat,
wang ringgit,
mahupun khazanah emas-permata.

hehehe malu sial this is my first malay poem.

rumble tumble

rumble tumble

i feel a little rattling,
yet a little breezy,
a little rough and a little dizzy.

my heart felt a little stretched,
yet so tight,
like a little bottle filled with sand.

i am viewing at a whole,
yet seeing a quarter,
and feeling a little.

dispirited

dispirited

why can't you see the flower i saw?
why can't you feel the pain of my wounded paw?
why can't you feel this mellow heart?

life is just like a wrecked pointing compass,
who only points at north,
and north is me.

what is the pleasure of spilling red paint?
is there fun speaking with poisonous saliva?
is it so great to make a soul sore?

why is the throne to be proud of?
why is the pride being celebrated?
and why is the reign being rejoiced?

when everything is just dark and haunting,
with no light to plight.

i am now sick of tales,
i am tall and strong,
like a man i should be.

yet i am too weary already,
too weary for the same treat a puppy dog has,
too weary to even feel for the heartbeats.

Unattended man

unattended man

Children lying,
women crying,
man is dying,
what is this world doing?
acting like babarians,
why is this?
everyone suffering all because of fame and greed.
do they deserve to suffer?

we are all human,
warmed with blood,
think with sense,
with a loving heart,
yet fame is blurring love.

where is the mankind we see?
where is all the love and care?
will human ever wake from this horrifying dream,
dream of power and gold?

all the tears is flowing away,
but none touched by it?
when will peace be in all of us,
with mankind without the kind.

silent angel

silent angel

by the midst of moon and stars,
a song of lullaby,
to silent the drops.

stroking a child of an empty heart,
warming his bed in a winter night.

spreading thy wings,
to shield that emptiness,
shining thy love to break that solemn.

lighting thy path to the Golden Gate,
for this child is safe in your wings of love.

without your wings,
a burden behind.
thy have no strength to uplift it,
until you come to strengthen thee.

for your carriage is warm and safe,
carrying me through the darkest swamp.

lifting me in the light of fairies,
you are my silent angel.

my silent angel, my silent angel.
this child is yours from birth to death.

my grace for you to guard this child.
my grace, my grace.

beyond the eye that see

beyond the eye

I saw what was deep is shallow,
what was colourful is plain,
hatred beneath love,
I saw, I saw.

I hear all myth that means none,
all truth beneath lies,
all hatred by a guardian angel,
I hear, I hear.

I felt like gold yet a scrap,
happiness but loneliness,
so full yet so empty,
I feel, I feel.

this world of hopes and lights,
brought nothing but emptiness,
living in a tale of pure darkness,
nothing but illusion and tricks,
all in a script called life.

to trust this script,
only a fool's mind,
to write this script,
will of a destined child.

waterfall

waterfall

i'm falling inside,
gushing like a waterfall,
topple with cloudy images.

by the moonlight and sunlight,
i still can't unveil,
i still can't catch the light.

i've gone to the tor,
went to the valley,
all i see is my misty self.

i can't seem to hold on to the cliff,
as all i see is my self falling,
down to the hasty waterfall.

in the waterfall it feels like tornado,
my stomach was topsy-turvy,
my heart just split away for once.

i felt my mind loitering,
tangled with tears and laughter,
am i over?

a colourful enigma

a colourful enigma

i saw green yesterday,
and red the day before yet black the year before,
if black didn't emerge,
i will never see red,
and if i didn't see red,
i wouldn't be seeing green yesterday.

and if i didn't see red,
i wouldn't be seeing how beautiful you are,
then i could never see the gem in you,
if it's not because of black.

i don't ever want to be colour blind anymore,
as colours are my life,
something so precious to me,
as i could not afford to lose you no more.

i wish i could tell you how special you are,
yet gold has not come to me,
i'm afraid of losing you,
for that i shall keep you in sight,
i hope that you will approach my heart,
yet you may think of the same,
or maybe fate is all about.

i pray beneath the moonlit bed,
for you to see the colours i saw,
to solve my eye for one,
now a rainbow is what i see,
i hope you will declare the colour i see.

chanting of the stars

chanting of the stars

each night as the star rises,
the melody began,
with great effort the moon shines,
for each spoken is truth,
for each phrase is love,
each word is pure,
summon of an angel to thy heart,
let the shine of star end it all,
let it take the darkness away,
and shine through the filthy soul,
to clean and shine,
or chanting of the stars will gladly.

let it be gold or twigs,
all it takes is the heart of a child,
a cherished soul,
and a loving hand,
for others may not matter,
as the stars would shine through disguise.

the light fear all devil,
joyous to all angel,
strengthen all weak,
shines through the dark,
and stay enlighten,
shine with all its' might,
for as long as immortal.

eternity

eternity

eternity,eternity,
i've longed for you,
waited,
and doubted you,
questioned your existance,
yet you did not arrive.

eternity ,eternity,
please let me wait no more,
linger no more,
as i have been lost,
and drenched in wonders of emotion.

eternity,eternity ,
whip me no more,
tear me no more,
will you.

eternity, eternity,
please do not drag me like a sinner,
for what i longed is sincere. hereby ,
i beg you,
to sing me a song of lullaby,
as i put my soul to earth.

eternity ,eternity.

stuck

stuck

i'm stuck between,
both moonlight and sunlight,
left and right,
up and down,
torn between thoughts and unclear memories,
undecided decision,
yet just stuck between life and soul,
clipped between emotions and sanity,
yet can't find the path to stream,
just rowing between desires and imagination,
and stuck between,
with no direction but between.